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June 10 Can't let it happen againIts fully painfull, can't let it happen again, i can't affort it one more time.pain deeply
April 27 My first quater of 2009It was a big big leasson for me.
Lost, lose and got something that I didn't expected.
Finally, everythings are back on the track, but sinces I m getting older, I feels there are missing something.....
Althought I know where should I go...but I feels there are miss a hand....
Still looking forward... October 15 Sick season...God...Cold, allergy...its really bothering my daily life at these weather changes.
I have to put a tissue into my nose...I know it looks stupid inside the office, but if don't, I have to keep wipping my nose....God
Forturately i don't really have to meet peoples during the office hours.
I really feels and reallize the money is making from blood and perspiration.
God.....I see dead people .... all the time
October 01 Stress.....stress....sssstresss....ARRRRIts really stress ar...
Papers, phone calls, scheluding, contracting......
I wish I could have a paceful moment, once a week...I rather I could be a lazy pig.
On the other hand I know more works you have is not equal to how important you are....sucks..
I remember somebody said how important of you is equal to how many responsibiliity you have....today i realized.
somehow I really want to give up...I m so tired now..but I don't know what could I do if I m quiting it.
I know this is job that i m looking for, and the goal is going to be sweet for the rest of my life...
Somehow I lost the point to keep myself working it....so lost...really don't know what the hell i m doing..
April 15 truthsThe sunrise giving hopes for everyone, but the sunrises always wake you up from your sweet dreams. The sun lights up the ways, but its telling you the dreams can never be come truth. |
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